Punia

I have a dog. She is really dangerous, you have to be really careful as she can lick you to death. Yes, she's so friendly to everybody. But also has a character. Little princess. Needs a lot of place to sleep, preferably in the bed, when it's only a little cold she has to sleep under cover. And it's you who have to be careful not to hurt her! Because she seems she's not care. And for sure Punia knows how to get what she wants. Just look at her - will you be able to refuse her anything?

She hates when it's raining. In such situation she stays under the roof. Doesn't matter if you want to go for a walk. You can go, Punia will wait. As a little princess she's not eating everything. She loves cookies and old bread. Sometimes I have impression that even more than meat. She's not barking. Sometimes she's miaowing like a cat. But she is also so friendly. When I'm coming back home, tired after whole day, sometimes angry, sometimes sad, it's enough when Punia will run to the doors, she is welcoming me as she hasn't seen me since ages. And as she likes cuddling so much, it's really okay for her to lay at the bed close to you, I'm feeling better immedietly. But also as a princess she's doing whatever she wants. She's litening to us only when she knows, feels that she really has to. How does she know it? Usually, we call her: "You fool dog!" but she's smart. Knows when she needs to hide inder the table because we want to wash her or knows when we are angry at her and needs to be careful... Yes, that's Punia. Like a family member for us....

Big random

Almost nothing left from my plans to have the day just for me. I was doing different stuff, went even to the office for half an hour but frankly, it was really nice day. I haven't been running nowhere (quite rare!) and thinking about my plans for next term. I'm, ok I will be soon, at the fourth year of economics. But these studies are so poor, so boring, so teoritcal... I think that this is problem which all AIESECers have - as we are doing a lot of things, learning a lot by doing, we are expecting this also from the studies. Usually I'm not attending lectures (waste of time), and if I can I'm doing the same with the classes. I'm really expecting some practical things! When I was in EB of the Local Committee, I was managing with 5 other people LC which consist of about 50 members, managing projects, facilitating and training at the conferences - national and international - I really have high expectations. At least at methods of learning... But not at our university... So now, as I finished my term as EB (fortunately and unfortunately) and I have position which is not so time consuming I'm afraid I will be bored. That's why I'm thinking so much about this term and my possibilities. I'm sure I have to do something as I'm used to not having almost any free time. And now I have (this blog is one of the proff - I have time to write it! :)). But what is the funiest - again I have exams to repeat! I have no idea how it happened.. Okay, I have some :).

Today I found on one community a post called "Life in short words". And it was about finishing four senteces:
I believe
I hope
I fear
One day I will
I thought that the idea was really great. I had never been answering to such posts, taking part in such global discussions but this time I had. And my answers are:

I believe in people
I hope about the future
I fear loosing sence
One day I will be the person I want to be.

Yeah, big random... :)

The day for myself

Tomorrow, in fact today as it's after midnight, I'm going to make a day for myself. Only for myslef. I will read some books which I don't have time to read, I will take a long bath, have a long walk, just take care of myslef... I guess it's high time for such a day. And it's not because last days were tiring and exhausting but sometimes we just need such days to recover, relax... The last days were just great - quite much of reflection, inspiration and getting to know that what I'm doing is good, that I have influence for other people - my actions, attitudes. That's great feeling beacuse I feel now appriciated but also huge responsibility for people and for myself. Tomorrow - time for more reflection!

The beggining is always hard...

I don't know why exactly I decided to write this. Maybe to get to know myslef better? My thoughts? Or maybe just to share with people what I feel, what think? I used to write a diary sometimes, when I had a need for it so my some kind of continuation? For sure I want to be here always true with myslef, that's my main goal...
I don't want to introduce myslef here... I think that what I'm going to write here will be the best description. So, let's start!